Remember this entry? Haih! This week is like remembering old posts mode….
The good news suddenly changed to a bad one =(
Actually, that day I got to know that I’ve been chosen to attend an induction courses. At first the secretariat said that the induction will be held somewhere in KL, to be exact somewhere in my office area (due to budget restriction). Since I still breastfeed Aimee, I feel so relieved to hear the news. At least I don’t have to be apart from her at night, because Aimee usually had problem at night if I’m not around. I admit that I never leave her for any courses yet since I deliver her on July last year. I’ve tried once on last year. And guess what happen?
She cries and cries and cries and cries, then overslept. After 1 hour, she suddenly woke up and cries and cries and cries again, then again overslept. That situation continues over and over again until 3am in the morning, and then only she oversleeps when she was very tired of crying.
Today, I received the letter and been shocked with the venue stated inside the letter “Raub, Pahang” OMG! I can’t imagine what will happen to Aimee =(
Can she survive? FYI, to make things worst, hubby at the same time also have to go for the same course but at a different venue =(
I feel so pity to Aimee. Feel so sad & clueless on what should I do. Am looking at the letter & thinking of a solution.
Help me peeps on any suggestion on what should I do? Because,
1st: this was my 2nd offer (1st offer I have to reject due to my preggy condition). So, I don’t think they will allow me to reject the offer anymore or they won’t give me any chances to attend the courses in future.
2nd: is because I’m hoping so much to finish this courses ASAP to get that “cap jari kering” title (I bet gov staffs should understood this one).
3rd: is, if I were to reject the offer again, the secretariat can’t guarantee me that the next session will be held in KL area.
OK, as for now, I take it this way. Everything happen for a reason…. (as usual….) Good or bad, I can’t judge it now….
Ya Allah! Give me your guidance pleaseeee! I rely on YOU..