Thursday, December 31, 2009

My feeling

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Happy, sad & excited... like my blog title...

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Azam Tahun Baru 2010

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Lagi 2 hari, masuklah kita ke tahun 1431/2010… Huhuhuhu.. Lagi 10 tahun ke arah Wawasan 2020….

Tercapaikah azam tahun lepas? Mari kita tengok:

1. Bangun awal setiap hari terutama hari kerja… Hmmmm…. 20% mungkin….
2. Datang kerja on time. Memang susah ni… Disebabkan perkara yang no.1 di atas tuh lah… Hmmmm…. 30%?
3. Jadi Muslimah yang lebih baik dari banyak aspek insya Allah…. On off telah tidak berlaku setakat ini alhamdulillah…. Banyak lagi yang perlu diperbaiki..
4. Jadi isteri yang lebih baik daripada tahun-tahun sebelumnya….Rasa macam ada perubahan.. Tapi, hanya hubby tersayang yang boleh memberi jawapan yang tepat… Ayah?
5. Mengandung dan lahirkan anak insya Allah (separuh jalan sudah... alhamdulillah :) )… Alhamdulillah tercapai 100%
6. Lulus dengan jayanya induksi (sekiranya dipanggil lah).. Telah dipanggil, tapi terpaksa ditolak kerana sedang mengandung ketika itu (wanita mengandung tidka dibenarkan mengikuti). So, gagal!
7. Habiskan ganti puasa tahun 1429/2008 sebelum melahirkan insya Allah (expected deliver baby dekat2 puasa tu…) mesti bertungkus lumus ni lepas habis morning sickness. Chaiyok! Berjaya 100%!
8. Habiskan study untuk exam SHO sebelum pertengahan tahun… Chaiyok Amisah! Berjaya 100%
9. Siapkan WPA (work place assignment) SHO secepat yang mungkin… Aduiiii! Susahnya rasa… Berjaya 100%
10.. Telah lulus 2 daripada 4. Jadi 50%
11. Langsung tidak tercapai. Kenak bawak ke tahun hadapan la nampaknya…
12. Simpan duit banyak-banyak untuk baby dan persediaan pindah rumah tahun 2010 insya Allah… Hmmmm… Masuk keluar, masuk keluar… adalah…. Percentage? Susahnya….

Jadi.. daripada senarai yang 12 itu….

- 100% : 4
- 50% : 1
- 30% : 1
- 20% : 1
- Tiada peratus : 3
- Gagal : 2

Sendiri cari pasal letak azam begitu banyak kan? Padan muka!

Ok, mari kita lihat azam tahun depan… Kali ni mesti letak yang boleh diukur…

1. Lulus dengan jayanya induksi (sekiranya dipanggil lah)..
2. Habiskan ganti puasa tahun 1430/2009 sebelum masuk bulan puasa tahun 1431/2010 insya Allah (yang 29 hari tuh! Hambek!).
3. Lulus exam SHO yang lagi 2 paper dengan jayanya supaya ndak perlu repeat.
4. Buat projek manik yang asyik terbengkalai tu… Buat 5 helai katakan?
5. Hadkan pembelian tudung kepada 10 helai? (ni paling mencabar ni!) Izzy, ekin, tolong jangan ajakku lagi (hish! boleh tahankah?)

Cukuplah 5 azam untuk tahun depan... Awal bulan julai 2010 akan di review update...

Selamat Tahun Baru semua!

Monday, December 28, 2009

Why?

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Sometimes, people act not as what they say…. They say they don’t differentiate their kids, but they did. They say that but actually they did this….

Ouhhhh.. this really make me feel scared to have more than one child…. I’m scared if I might be like those people….

And only now I realized how important money is… Money can buy everything….

On the other hand, I don’t understand why some people couldn’t think of other people’s feeling…. Too greedy, too stingy and didn’t try to put themselves to other people’s shoes. So selfish! Why??????? Sigh….

Balas dendam!

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Sangat2 sibuk minggu lepas.. Dengan kerja2 pejabat… exam yang alhamdulillah sudah selesai.. Harap2 ndak perlu repeat mana-mana paper.. Aminnn… Dengan jalan2 ke jalan tar… hik hik hik… Dengan ini, sia mengumumkan, sia ada 13 helai tudung baru.. tolak 1 yang telah diberikan kepada MIL… SO, ada 12 helai… huh! Memang balas dendam lepas geram lepas exam… 2 helai daripadanya, dibeli daripada siapa lagi kalau bukan budak riqa si penjual tudung….

Yang dua ni beli di luar...





Yang ni beli dengan budak riqa..



Yang dua helai di bawah ni baru beli, belum dapat lagi...





Cukup cerita tudung... Cerita weekend la plak..

Sepanjang 3 hari cuti, banyak diisi dengan majlis nikah, majlis kawin, majlis kawin lagi dan majlis kawin lagi.. penat gilak anak daraku itu.. Sampai pagi tadi, sia angkat daripada katil di rumah, naik kereta, baringkan dalam kereta , angkat keluar dari kereta, baringkan balik atas tilamnya di rumah MIL, pun dia ndak bangun2… Lena betul dia tidur…

Hari ni pulak.. memang ndak efisien… Pagi sudahlah sampai pejabat lambat.. Baru mau start buat audit, sekali ada fire drill la pulak.. Habis setengah hari… Jadinya, hari ini punya plan audit, akan di postpone ndak tau lagi bila… Rasanya, mau lah minggu ni akan ndak efisien, sebabbbbbb…..

Hari Khamis ni mau balik Tawau! Yeay! Hari rabu sudah start cuti sebab mau bawak Aimee pigi check up la, mau kemas barang lagi… hmmmm… ndak taulah berapa banyak luggage kali ni sebab ada minah kumari seorang tuh… mana dia punya stroller.. beg pam mama…. Hehehhe.. ndak boleh bayangkan.. tunggu hari rabu baru tau…

Mari kita lihat gambar minah kumari yang suka bergambar ni











Ni pulak, gambar kawin rakan sekerja, Shida pada 01 Nov 2009



Oklah,, sudah habis masa rehat, sambung kerja!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Yeay!

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Exam SHO paper IV telah selesai hari ini! Yeayyy!!!!!!! Terasa macam 1 batu besar telah dialihkan daripada bahu ini…. Fuh!

Mudah-mudahan lulus dengan jayanya Paper 3 & 4 supaya ndak payah re-sit…. Aminnnn……

Bolehlah balik kampong dengan hati yang tenang… Bolehlah qada balik masa-masa yang sepatutnya diluangkan bersama Aimee….. Dan…

Bolehlah, jalan2 cari pasal… Huhuhuhuu…..

Monday, December 21, 2009

Solid food for Aimee?

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I’m now in dilemma on introducing solid food to Aimee.

Since last 2 weeks, she keeps wake up for nursing about 6-7 times at night. She even gets cranky before I nurse her every time. This is not normal for her since she usually have only about 3-4 nursing at night.

I have a few conversations with hubby about this. One of his staff has a baby about Aimee’s age. His staff had started to give solid food to her baby since she entered her 3 months, which I think was too early.

After experiencing the sleep-deprived, I’ve searched info from few websites. One of the best website that I feel very useful is this one.

Here are the cues that the websites list down that you can consider to show whether your baby is ready for solid food or not. Let’s check:

1. Head control – check!
Your baby needs to be able to keep his head in a steady, upright position.

2. Losing the "extrusion reflex" – Not really…
To keep solid food in his mouth and then swallow it, your baby needs to stop using his tongue to push food out of his mouth.

3. Sitting well when supported – check!
Even if he's not quite ready for a highchair, your baby needs to be able to sit upright to swallow well.

4. Chewing motions – check!
Your baby's mouth and tongue develop in sync with his digestive system. To start solids, he should be able to move food to the back of his mouth and swallow. As he learns to swallow efficiently, you may notice less drooling. He may also be teething around the same time.

5. Significant weight gain – check! Aimee now entering her 5 months in 1 week time from now. Her 4 months weight=7kg
Most babies are ready to eat solids when they've doubled their birth weight (or weigh about 15 pounds/6.8kg) and are at least 4 months old.

6. Growing appetite – Think so…
He seems hungry — even with eight to ten feedings of breast milk or formula a day.

7. Curiosity about what you're eating – check!
Your baby may begin eyeing your bowl of rice or reaching for a forkful of fettuccine as it travels from your plate to your mouth.

From the lists, Aimee had score 5. So, I guess she is ready for a solid food.

So, since last Thursday, I have introduced to Aimee this Nestle rice cereal.



She seems to be ok with it and starts to have good sleep at night, which of course very beneficial for three of us.

Though I had decided to give Aimee solid food, I still have this feeling of guiltiness. I’m not sure whether my decision on introducing the solid food to Aimee at her almost 5 month’s age is ok or not. If it is not, I feel so sorry for her for pushing her digestive system to work extra harder to process the rice cereal :(

To readers out there who have experience on this, could you please share yours? Am I choosing a wise decision?

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Tolonglah bos..... ^_^

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Petang tadi unit kami ada mesyuarat bulanan seperti biasa. Dan… baru hari ini sia tahu yang staf belum confirm macam sia ni ndak boleh simpan cuti untuk Golden Hand Shake.

Sekarang cuti ada baki 28 hari…..

Hujung tahun ni ambik lagi 6 hari…. Tinggal lagi 22 hari…

Tolak yang boleh di bawa ke tahun hadapan maksimum 15 hari.. tinggal lagi 7 hari…

Adui! Banyak tu cuti yang kenak burn kan!

Sekarang berkira-kira mau mohon untuk habiskan 7 hari tu… Paling busuk pun, burn kan dalam 3 hari ka…. Ndak lah sakit hati betul kan... Tapi, bos besar pulak dengan nada & muka sinis ada cakap “hak meluluskan di tangan saya”

Adui! Agak-agak dapat kah ya? Mintak-mintaklah Allah lembutkan hati bos besar dan immediate bos sia untuk meluluskan….. Eeeeeeeeeeee… Takuttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Can you see the TGI Friday dear?

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I checked NIOSH website today. And………
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I passed the Paper 1 & Paper 2! Fuh! Feel worth it stay up till midnight to study for the exam.

So Ayah, you see the TGI Friday already? Or you feel ok with TGV? Hik hik hik…..

p/s: Now, feel nervous to sit for Paper 3 & Paper 4 next week… Huhuhuhu...

Monday, December 14, 2009

Menghargai kah?

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Manusia selalu ndak menghargai. Ndak menghargai apa yang ada di depan mata. Melebihkan orang yang berduit. Kurang menghargai mereka yang kurang berduit. Walaupun, sebenarnya orang yang kurang berduit tu la sebenarnya yang banyak membantunya… Menjaganya… Cuba mengambil hatinya…

Sia sangat kesian melihat manusia yang kurang berduit tapi tetap bersabar dengan karenah mereka yang ndak menghargai mereka..

Dan sia juga kesian melihat manusia yang ndak tahu menghargai mereka yang kurang berduit ini… Mungkin dia sedar dan mungkin juga dia ndak sedar. Tapi, siapa yang harus menyedarkan mereka kalau bukan orang yang paling dekat dengan mereka?

Mungkin juga tanpa sia sedari sia telah jatuh dalam kategori ini… Jika ya, sia berharap ada manusia terdekat dengan sia yang sudi menyedarkan sia… Sia sangat takut untuk berada dalam kategori ini… Nauzubillah….

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Ada aku kesah?

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Dalam masa 2 minggu, sia telah berbelanja sakan…. Setelah lama berpuasa daripada shopping untuk diri sendiri, sia telah berjaya menambah koleksi-koleksi peribadi berikut:

- 9 helai kain pasang
- 1 gold bangle
- 14 helai tudung ala ariani/ekin
- 1 pasang cadar
- 2 helai bra (sangat perlu ok!)

Ada orang mengata… Cakap membazir lah… Ndak boleh jadi jutawan la… Ada aku kesah?!!!! Hubby kesayanganku (ayat bodek!) pun ndak kisah.. Yang kau kisah apahal? Bukannya aku guna kau punya duit pun! Aku banyak duit! Apa kau kisah?!! Kau mau kedekut ka, pelokek ka… kau punya pasal!

p/s: ini memang sesi luahan perasaan ndak puas hati!

Lebih baik layan gambar-gambar kekasih hatiku...

Like Ayah like Aimee ndak?

Aimee sudah boleh meniarap!

Aimee dan penguin kesayangannya

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Potong!

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Pagi Kemarin Aimee telah selamat disunat! Sia dengan hubby ndak berani pigi tengok. Jadinya, Nekmanya (ibu mertuaku) yang terpaksa bawak. Alhamdulillah, menurut Nekmanya, dia mengangis sekejap jak… Lepas tuh, dia mengantuk, balik rumah terus tidur.

Huhuhuhuu… Takut pulak rasanya mau mandikan atau tukarkan pampersnya dalam masa terdekat ni. Ndak sampai hati.. Manalah tau masa tu dia terasa sakit ka, pedih ka.. aduilah…. Kesian anak mama….

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Live like a nomad

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Today, hubby went out station to PD until this Thursday. That’s mean, I and Aimee have to stay at my IL’s place, which I’m not prefer.

It’s not that I don’t like to stay there. It’s just because I hate to do the packing and the unpacking thingy.

FYI, since I and hubby got married, we always live like a nomad. Although our house is just 5 mins drive away from my IL’s house, we always spent our weekend there.

Last time when for only 2 of us, it doesn’t really matter me on the packing and the unpacking. But now, with Aimee’s stuff, I think you could imagine how many bags that I and hubby have to bring if we were to overnight at my IL’s house... This morning only, hubby had to make 2 trips to carry our bags. I feel so pity to hubby (since all that I could help him is to carry my handbag and Aimee only) and to myself to do the packing and the unpacking later.

I don’t know for other couple. As for myself, I hate packing and unpacking! So much! Especially for traveling 5km away from our house every week! Sometimes, it crosses I and hubby’s mind to just move out to my IL’s house so that we don’t have to pack and unpack anymore… But.... for privacy reason, of course that option will be a BIG NO NO…. Hehhehhe…

Monday, November 30, 2009

To let go or not?

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I bought the above tudung from Riqa last week. When I received the parcel, I tried to match it with my baju kurungs and my blouses. Unfortunately, I couldn’t match it with any of them.. Uwaaaaa….. Then, hubby asks me to sell it back which I’m not feeling to… Instead, I’m thinking of find a plain baju kurung to match it with the tudung.

So, yesterday, I went to Jakel again, but I FORGOT TO BRING THE TUDUNG! Aiyak! To make another trip to Jakel, for sure it will burn my wallet again (For sure I wont come back home with just a 1 piece kan?).

Hmmm… so, what do you think? Should I let go the tudung or should I go to Jakel to find a matching kain baju kurung?

p/s: If I were to let it go, I will make an auction to make sure people wont interested to buy it, so that I will have an excuses to tell my hubby that I have no choice but to buy a matching baju kurung for it… Hahahahhaha…..

updated on 4th dec 2009: found matching kain baju kurung at jakel! And, as expected, I brought back 2 pieces ok! Kan sudah ku bilang!

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Blame Mama Qisya!

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I had never been to Jakel before this…

This afternoon, Mama Qisya offer to drive me there. I’m like… “Ok, mungkin boleh jugak.. Jalan-jalan tengok jak”

Once I reached there,

1st round, I didn’t buy anything….

2nd round, Mama Qisya bought 1 piece…

3rd round, I didn’t buy anything…

4th round, I also didn’t buy anything yet…

Go up and down, up and down….

Finally, I went back to the 1st place where I didn’t grab anything…. I choose 1 piece….

Called my MIL and ask her for my SIL’s wedding theme. “Ok. Berita faham”

Ask the sales girl to find the color… Grab another piece…

After make payment, thinking of worthiness of the 1st piece that I bought…

Hmmm.. “Maybe I should take a look again there…”

Finally,



I end up buying 3 pieces! Kopak!

Blame Mama Qisya!

p/s:

1. What ever it is, I feel so great to have all the 3 pieces. Like the Celcom advert said “berbaloi-baloi”. Huhuhu… Lagipun, it's been a year since I bought my very last baju kurung... And... I might consider this as a birthday present for this year? So, ayah, ada bran mau sponsor yang mana2? nak sponsor smua pun boleh! ehehhehe

2. Riqa sold another piece to me today. Yeay!

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Geget baru tau!

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Hilang mood!

Patut 3.. gitu gini, gitu gini, last last, end up 1 jak!

Tengok gambar2 di bawah ni...






photos credit to riqa

Macam mana ndak geram kan?
Haish! Geram, Rasa macam mau geget jak budak riqa tuh!

Ndak pa, ndak pa.. Allah mau suruh jimat duit ni... everything happen for a reason kan? mesti lainkali ada yang lebih cantik daripada yang ndak dapat tuh (ececcece.. dan dan.. pujuk diri sendiri supaya ndak terlalu kecewa la tuh)

sudah terjebak dengan online shopping la ni ya? aduiiii.....

p/s: ngan, pengajaran untuk kita... lenkali, musti mau cepat! huh! (hahahha.. sempat lagi tuh)

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

DIA datang....

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2 3 hari lepas dia datang, digagahkan jua diri ini untuk melawan… sambil menaip dia datang… sambil bercerita dia datang… sambil menyusukan Aimee dia datang…
Hari ini, dia datang lagi, di kala entry ini ditaip pun dia datang…

workplace assignment sudah dihantar. dia datang lagi... apa lagi? layankan jaklah….

Ngantuk wei! Sudah berapa hari sia ndak cukup tidur sebab mau menyiapkan assignment OSH tu. Hari ini memang sangat penat! Huhuhuhuu…

Malam ni mau balas dendam.. Harap-harap Aimee tidur awal hari ni.. Boleh mamanya join sekali.. hehehhehe….

p/s: dia = kengantukan

Monday, November 23, 2009

Why must you kiok this time?

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I didn’t realize that this week was a school holiday, until I drive my car to office this morning. The road was so so clear until I could reach my office on time though I depart from my in law’s house very late this morning. Thanks to the school holiday! Thanks to those student who didn’t go to school this week :grin:

I’m now very busy preparing my viva presentation for my OSH exam this coming December. While sweating like a pig to make sure that I can deliver the report to NIOSH by tomorrow, hubby’s laptop suddenly kiok last night! What a ****! Eeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! Why must now? Why not tomorrow or next week or next month or any other time but not last night??? Huh! Luckily got another computer at my in law’s house.

So, last night, at 10pm, three of us have to knock my in law’s house and spend our night there. I feel so pity to Aimee. She was already dead to the world at that time. Hubby as well. He accompanied me until 1.30am last night. Thanks Abang! To pay your kindness, please remind me of my promise if I pass all the 4 papers k! I really appreciate your help dear!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Spread The Smile

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Yesterday morning, I watched TV3. They talked about CLAPAM.

FYI, CLAPAM is a non-profit, non-government organisation support group comprising volunteers from parents with children born with cleft lip and/ or palate, adults with cleft lip and/ or palate and healthcare professionals who manage such individuals.

As a mother, I am so grateful that my baby Aimee born with a beautiful lip for her to smile to her loved ones.

I’m now aware of this cleft problem. I feel so pity to those having cleft lip, especially to the underprivileged children.

As I don’t have that much money to sponsor them for them to go through the corrective surgery, I gave support to ING and CLAPAM by being a member in Spread the Smile campaign through ING website. By doing this, RM1 will be donated to CLAPAM to help them towards the corrective surgery.

So people out there, let's help them to reach 100,000 Malaysians. It’s so easy! Just go to ING website, find the "Spread the Smile" logo, follow a few steps… And you had done in helping!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Polka dots

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I just realized that I love polka dot so much!

You see how people so obsessed to this polka dots. They use polka dots everywhere... So cute!

wrapper....


wallet...


wall clock...


wall...


stocking...


shoes...


rain cot...


hanging compartment...


dishes...


bed sheet...


ballon...


accessories


and even on their...

cakes!


And for me, I like my baby Aimee wear her polka dots sleepwear... and her pillow case as well! so cute! Recently, I even bought polka dots shawl... Later I will update the photos... I like it so much ok!

Friday, November 13, 2009

My loyal C

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English….

How was my English?

If I would to recall my performance in English subject since I’m in secondary and primary school, I tell you all… really really bad!

In my secondary, at that time, there were only 4 grades to grade your cleverness in English subject. So, guess my grades?

I’m always in C grades! I never get less or more than that grade. So, for my UPSR, I also get C in my English subject, just ngam-ngam to pass the paper.

In my primary school (form 1-3), they add another grade to make it 5 grades all together. Again, I’m always in grade C, better than passing marks (D). Is that means that I’m improving? Am not sure…

Ok, continue with my form 4 until form 5 results. At this time, they don’t use A, B, C, D and E anymore. They use A1, A2, B2, B3, C4, C5, C6, P7, P8 and F9 to grade the subject. Guess my grades then? Hehehehe… As I always perform ngam-ngam, this time I stay at grade C6, also for my SPM’s result. Again, I never get worse than that or improve better than that grade.

After my SPM, I continue my study in UTM. I thought I will never see this subject anymore when studying in university. I was wrong! If I’m not mistaken, I had to pass 2 papers during my university time. To be honest, I hate any languages subject (includes Bahasa!). So, when the lecturer gives us an assignment, that’s the time when I starts having nightmare! I’m just to slow for this subject. I hate all those grammars, composition, debates, presentation and other things inside this subject. And to make things worst, my parents had no education background on English at all. I’m not blaming them. I’m telling you to give you a picture of my origins. So, could you imagine why a “kampong girl” like me couldn’t catch up with those English stuffs easily? Am just not familiar with them! I only expert on Sabahan and Semenanjung accent at that time.

Anyhow, as time goes on, I finish my degree without failing my English subject. And as usual, I got ngam-ngam only.

Then, I started my career as an engineer in PJ. This was the era where I started building my confident to converse in English, because I have to! It was a multi-racial company. Most of them communicate in English at all time. So, to join them, I have to starts learning, listening and catching every word that came out from their mouth. To be honest, I was too shy at that time because almost all of the professionals there could fluently speak in English. It was like I’m the only person who crawling and carefully watching every words that in and out from my mouth!

Nevertheless, for me, they were really helpful friends. They were so patient to people like me. They never laugh or tease you even if you wrong. They even helped me to correct every wrong wording and act like a dictionary to me. So kind of them…. This is the place where I taught to write a letter in English, speaks in English to customers, architects and other stakeholders. My English was really improved when I left the company. But, still you please don’t ask me about English’s grammar. I still couldn’t use it correctly!

Then, in year 2005, I joined another company in Shah Alam . Again, it was a multi-racial company. So, they also use English to communicate to each other. This time around, I didn’t face any communication problem, as I managed to learn it from my previous company. The only thing that I have to do here is to make up my capability in conversing in this language.

After 2 years servicing, I left the company to join the public sector. As you all know, in public sector, we mostly use “Bahasa” in our daily business, as well as the conversation language. So, I’ve been here for more than 2 years already. We rarely use English to converse each other. I’m now afraid that one day, I will lose the confident to speak in English to others, and also in writing letters.

I had some initiatives to avoid that to be happening:
1. I bought new dictionary and one book called “English for Malaysian”.

Since I’m not a bookworm type, until to date, I only manage to read few pages of the book. I’m really bad in understanding the wording inside the book. Really bad reader! (Actually, I hate reading. I will only read gossip and blogs! So bad of me huh!)

About the dictionary, it does really help me a lot!

2. I’m planning to join English course organized by INTAN next year. Hopefully I could improve my grammar after joined this course.
3. Writing some of my entries in this blog in English, which I’m doing now! (Though I’m pretty sure the grammar all going haywire. Pardon me for that ok.)

p/s: dear readers, please correct me if anything that I wrote in my blog is wrong. Be it in grammatical or spelling or anything that is wrong. TQ so much for helping! Really appreciate it!

4. Reading other people’s blogs (written in English blogs).

With all those alternatives, I hope I could improve my English to be at least better than previous previous year.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Indonesian

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I remember last time got one time when we all Malaysian so remonstration about having Indonesian here in Malaysia as our worker. At that time, I also agreed with the suggestion. Reason? This Indonesian brings too much social problems, criminal problems, and so on so forth.

But, now only I realize how dependant me and my family to this Indonesian. As I told you in my very previous entry, I’m now hiring an Indonesian to take care of my daughter, Aimee. Last week, my MIL told me that she’s now pregnant for almost 2 months. Could you imagine what was in my mind when I heard the news?

Who will take care my baby when she has to go back to deliver her baby?

To tell you the truth, it’s not easy to find people who want to taking care a baby, who have the patience to serve their crankiness, their naughtiness and their moodiness. I’m so grateful this girl has all the patience that we need. And now, I have to find another person to take her place which I don’t know where to find.

Our Malaysian? I don’t think there is any!

This morning also I keep thinking on what will happen if we chase all these Indonesians back to their country? Who will clean our office toilet? Who will do the gardening job? Who will do all the house chores (for those who hiring a maid)? And who will do all those unwieldy job with low pay?

Malaysian now is getting better in terms of our education. When almost everybody holds diploma, degree and PHD, do you think our Malaysian interested in all that? No right? Even an SPM holder also feel they rather work in a factory or as a clerk or working in other places that can offer them higher paying with easier job.

So, could you see how important an Indonesian worker to us Malaysian? I admit most of them always create problems. But, do we heed to those who really came here for working and serious in earning money for their beloved family? Pity to this group right?

P/s: Still thinking and worry about who will take her place to baby-sit Aimee :(



Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Uish!

6 orang pot pet
Lama betul ndak jalan-jalan cari pasal...
sekalinya, pasal pulak datang cari. uish!
duit RM500 belum dapat, tapi telah di advance kan kemarin beli 3 tudung dengan 4 helai selendang. uish!

Belum lagi masuk cerita online shopping yang tumbuh macam cendawan kebelakangan ni. Semuanya di hujung jari… baju, tudung, kain pasang, baju baby, mainan baby, keperluan baby… kek… uish! Macam-macam ada lah…
Hampir-hampir terjebak sudah ni.
Ingat Amisah wei kata-kata opismate terchenta..

Once dah terjebak ketagih!

Ya.. ya.. ingat… setakat ni belum lagi terjebak.. tapi, macam hampir-hampir jak.. uish!
Kuatkan iman Amisah.. kuatkan iman….
Uish!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Everything happen for a reason

2 orang pot pet
4 months ago, my younger sister came to KL for an interview.

For those who don’t know about my sister, she is my one and only sister that I have. After she got her diploma from UPM, she works as a clerk at this company near to our house in Tawau. As usually company in Sabah won’t pay so much to their employee, the company pays her very little monthly. After servicing the company for about 2 years (if I not mistaken), the company give her a raise and paying her an extra RM50 until to date, and my sister never complain about her job though.

As her only sister, of course I want the best for her future. I always try to get her a better opportunity.

So, when 4 months ago she got the opportunity to leave the company, of course all of us were so excited and hoping that she will get the job (since we got kroni who recommend her).

I then rushly booked her an air ticket and ask her to apply one week leave. We were so confident that she could get the job.

After almost one week waiting for the result, she finally received the bad news.

SHE DIDN’T GET THE JOB!


I’m so sad and feel so pity to her for wasted her 1 week leave for nothing. And I even feel guilty that she has to go back to the same company again.

Now, it's already 4 months since she went back to her old precious job.

Last week hubby told me something about the company that she went for the interview. After hearing the story, I finally feel so relieved and feel so grateful to HIM for not giving my sister the job that we all hoping so much.

And I look at hubby and said “Semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya kan bang?”

Monday, November 9, 2009

I'm a happy haughty pingu!

4 orang pot pet
I don’t know whether my kg now is ideal or not… What ever it is, all that I want to know is…
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I could fit all my jeans already! Plus my new jeans that I bought before got to know that I pregnant! (And I never wear it yet). Huhuhuhuhu… I’m now like a happy haughty pingu! Hohohohho….

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Jerantut

5 orang pot pet
Psssttt...

Aimee jalan-jalan pigi orang kawin lagi hari ini...

Kali ni ke Jerantut.. Lepas tu, ke Selayang... hehehhe...

Friday, November 6, 2009

I miss my mom :(

2 orang pot pet


I miss her so much :( Alhamdulillah, she's now getting better though she hasn’t fully recovered. Can’t wait for my year end leave on this 31 dec :(

Thursday, November 5, 2009

How i wish i was in tawau

4 orang pot pet
Last Thursday, I talked to my mom thru phone. She storied something that bugs her head lately. I asked her to just ignore it. I don’t want her to worry so much. My mom was an asthmatic. Due to that, she can’t bear to worry on anything, be it about her son or her daughter or anybody in our families. If she does, she might fall sick which of course will make all of us worry.

On Saturday, I again talked to her thru phone on evening. She sounds sick which she admitted. But, as usual, she asks me not to worry too much. And I as usual will soothe myself and pray that she will get well ASAP.

On Sunday, I didn’t make any phone call to ask how her condition was.

Yesterday, I called my dad. He told me that my mom was still very sick until she couldn’t get up from her bed. Pity at her. It enters 3 days since she got her fever on Monday. I never thought that she will be that bad. It’s been a while not hearing she got sick like that.

I’m pretty worried. She even doesn’t want to go to hospital last night.

When I called my dad this morning, they’re still getting ready to go to hospital. I asked him to call me once they reach home.

He haven’t call me yet until to this hour :(

Ya Allah! I pray from you… Please get my mom recover from her sickness ya Allah… Please grant my prayers ya Allah! Aminnn….

Monday, November 2, 2009

good combination

2 orang pot pet
It was so good to enjoy lower service charges from CIMB clicks for transferring money to other bank.

The only thing that I don’t understand is, why their website always very slow lately? It took me one whole day to finish all my monthly transactions. Seriously wasting my precious time! I think, after this they should think on how to improve their website to cater for heavy traffic especially on peak hour.

Hopefully in future, CIMB can offer less charges + good services = phew heaven!

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Selamat Datang

12 orang pot pet
Selamat datang ke blog baru sia...

Sila jangan termuntah dengan title blog baru sia... Sia memang gila glamour pun... hohoohoo...

Selamat melayari ya kawan-kawan sekalian.....


p/s: Pada yang baru, teringin tahu kisah silam si mama glam di episod lepas? Layari sini ya!

Friday, October 30, 2009

Blogspot

0 orang pot pet
I'm now officially a Blogspot blogger...

You can view my new blog here

Cukupkah?

0 orang pot pet
Duit ataupun masa?

Memang menjadi lumrah manusia ndak pernah rasa puas/cukup dengan apa yang ada. Sia mengaku, sia jugak pernah berada di tempat itu suatu masa dulu.

Mula-mula, dulu lepas habis belajar, biasalah kan.. Apa lagi yang mau dikejar selain daripada duit.. duit… dan duit lagi…

Alhamdulillah 3 bulan selepas habis belajar, sia dapat kerja di syarikat A dengan gaji yang boleh dikatakan ok lah jugak bagi fresh graduate pada masa itu. Selepas hampir 2 tahun bekerja, sia ditawarkan pulak oleh syarikat B yang bagi gaji hampir 2 kali ganda dari gaji yang sia dapat di syarikat A. Siapa yang ndak mau kan? Duit beb! Jadi, dipendekkan cerita, sia terimalah tawaran tu tanpa berfikir panjang. Banyak mau pakai duit ni... Kawin, tolong mamak, bapak, nenek, atok dan adik-beradik yang masih belajar... Kira berbaloilah pindah kerja... Semua orang dapat faedah...

Tapi, lepas setahun bekerja di syarikat B, sia mula merasakan ada sesuatu yang lain yang lebih sia perlukan selain daripada gaji yang sia dapat, iaitu MASA. YA! MASA. Sepanjang sia bekerja si syarikat B tu, masa sia banyak dihabiskan di pejabat daripada di rumah. Hujung minggu pun kerja, kerja dan kerja… Sia mula memikirkan macam mana pulak bila sia sudah kawin, sudah ada anak? Tapi, ndak kan mau komplen pulak kan? Gaji besar, tanggungjawab pun mestilah besar, expectation daripada syarikat tempat kita bekerja pun besarlah…

Berbalik pada cerita sia tadi. Lepas merasa bekerja dengan gaji yang lebih banyak tetapi dengan kekangan waktu yang singkat, sia mula memikirkan untuk mencari kerja yang memenuhi kehendak sia…. Yang boleh bagi lebih banyak masa kepada sia... Walaupun dengan gaji yang kurang…

Alhamdulillah, selepas 2 tahun bekerja di syarikat B, akhirnya sia diterima masuk ke skim pekerjaan yang boleh memberikan sia apa yang sia hajati.. dan semestinya dengan gaji yang kurang daripada apa yang sia dapat di syarikat B. Tapi, sia amat-amat bersyukur sehinggalah sekarang… Kerana pada sia, masa bersama keluarga adalah lebih penting daripada segala-galanya.. Duit memang penting. Sebab itu, sia masih bekerja sampai sekarang walaupun dalam hati, kalau boleh rasa macam mau berhenti jak (kalau berhenti, siapa pula mau bayar hutang PTPTN, hutang kereta, hutang rumah tu, tolong keluarga sia?).

Walaupun kadang-kadang ada rasa cemburu di hati melihat kawan-kawan dengan gaji yang banyak, Alhamdulillah… sia dengan hubby ndak mau tamak lagi.. Kami sedar kami hanya boleh pilih satu jak antara masa dan duit... Kami sekarang gembira dengan apa yang kami ada. Kami perlukan duit dan dalam masa yang sama, perlukan masa untuk bersama keluarga. Inilah kehidupan kami yang kami rasa patut kami syukuri. Cukup untuk bayar hutang.. cukup untuk makan minum, pakai, simpan sikit-sikit dan cukup untuk berbakti pada ibu bapa yang telah membesarkan kami selama ini. Walaupun tanpa shopping sakan sesuka-suka hati atau melancong ke luar negara setiap tahun, kami syukur, alhamdulillah…. Cukuplah jugak untuk kami ke over the sea tiap-tiap tahun ke Tawau, kampong halamanku terchenta.. hehehhe…..

Anda? Duit atau masa? Tepuk dada, tanyalah diri sendiri.... Sesuatu harus dikorbankan untuk mendapatkan sesuatu yang satu lagi.... Sentiasalah muhasabah diri bila terasa down atau terasa orang lain lebih baik daripada diri kita... Bersyukurlah dengan apa yang ada. Walau apa pun kerja yang kita lakukan, ikhlaslah.... Mudah-mudahan rezeki kita sentiasa diberkati oleh-Nya.... Aminnnnn............

Betrayer

1 orang pot pet
Yes! I might become a betrayer very soon..... gonna be like Nisa….

Don’t blame me….. You are not user friendly enough. I have been very patient enough. Troublesome!

To my dear blog reader, I’m now preparing for my new blog site. Will transfer to that new blog add once it finished.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Tak cukup

1 orang pot pet
Ayat terkini yang paling sia ndak suka…



Tak cukup




Titik!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I feel so regret...

0 orang pot pet
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I feel so regret....

I feel so regret....

I feel so regret....

I feel so regret for not studying earlier :cry:

p/s: what ever it is, i got wedding to attend today. Will try harder to finish all modules before the exam.. Helpppppppppp!!!!!!!!!! Gambate Amisah!

Friday, October 23, 2009

Tower 13

0 orang pot pet
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Though I’m so busy studying for my exam next week, I can’t miss to watch this drama last night. I’m damn addicted to this mysterious/haunted drama… I like all the characters in here especially Adam, Maria and Ustaz Khalid. Last night’s episode made me more impatient to wait till next week…..

Btw, why do you think they named this drama Tower 13 huh??? I think last night they have given some clues. But, I still can’t guess why.. Hmmmm….

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Exam Mode

4 orang pot pet
Shhhh….. I’m now in a silent mode until next week.. Pssttt… I got OHSAS exam next week on 27 & 28 Oct. Wish me luck ya!

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p/s: Lots more to study and to spot on. Arghhhh! Chaiyok Amisah!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Aimee dan kenduri kawin

3 orang pot pet
Jumaat lepas kami sekeluarga (belah mertua) cuti beramai-ramai.. sebab mau pigi kenduri kawin back to back daripada hari Sabtu sampai hari Ahad. Jauh pulak tu, ke Kelantan dengan Bentong.

Sebenarnya, mula-mula PIL sia cakap kami bertiga anak-beranak ndak payah pigi. Iyalah… Diorang takut si Aimee penat dan rasa ndak selesa. Tapi, ndak tau kenapa, sia dengan hubby, semenjak Aimee lahir, makin rajin pulak kami ke majlis2 kawin, open houses dan apa-apa jemputan lah (mama Aimee sebenarnya ya rajin. Ayahnya? Hmmmm.. kenaklah ikut kan kalau mamanya mau pigi.. hehehhe)…..

Kami konvoi 3 kereta. Gerak lepas subuh. Siap singgah tol karak breakfast Mc D lagi… (Mc D di tol karak? Hehehhe.. Mc D drive thru dan Makan pinggir jalan jak lah… Heeeeee….)… Makan 8 jam jugak baru sampai...

Sampai Kelantan, siapkan CEO kecik dululah, sebab pagi tadi dia sendiri jak yang ndak mandi.. hehehhehe…. Lepas tu, ada yang pigi Rantau Panjang. Sia? Walaupun ndak pernah pigi dan teringin pigi, ndaklah pigi… Macam mana pulak dengan anakku si Aimee itu kan? Memanglah ramai yang sudi untuk menjaganya.. Tapi, susunya bagaimanalah pulak kan? Kesian pulak kalau dia terpaksa minum formula walhal mamanya mampu bagi susu badan kan? Telan air liur jaklah mama Aimee wei..

Malam, kami 3 beranak bersama PIL and SIL pigi rumah pengantin tengok2 persiapan.. Sibuk jugak mau ikut kan kami bertiga ni… hehehhe…. Balik, Aimee terus ngantuk.. Sedap dia tidur…

Hari Sabtu, kenduri. Lepas check out hotel, terus ke rumah pengantin. Lepak2 tunggu bergambar semua, terus gerak balik. Kami bertiga dengan PIL singgah tidur di Bentong sebab besok kawin di Bentong pulak. CEO kecik pertama kali ni tidur di Bentong. Melalak minah tu malam2 sebab siangnya dalam kereta dia asyik tidur jak. Terbangun semua penduduk Benus dek kerana lalakan minah tu. Kui kui kui…. Nasib lah… Anakku itu mau bermain….

Besoknya, kawin di Bentong. Lepas bersanding semua, kami pun gerak balik KL. Fuh! Penat wooo….. Aimee pun bukan main lena tidur…

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[caption id="attachment_2240" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="Minah excited mau pigi orang kawin"]Minah excited mau pigi orang kawin[/caption]

[caption id="attachment_2242" align="aligncenter" width="400" caption="Aimee cuba2 bermesra dengan auntie Jiba..."]Aimee cuba2 bermesra dengan auntie Jiba...[/caption]

p/s:

1. hari ini hubby pigi Kelantan lagi sebab kerja sampai hari Rabu.. Kesian hubby terpaksa lalui jalan yang sama lagi… penat 3 hari lepas pun belum habis lagi. mesti rasa macam yeaks! Sabar ayah eik! Jaga diri baik2…
2. Semua orang cakap Aimee suka pigi majlis kawin macam mamanya… ndak meragam walaupun panas terik… yang penting, perut kenyang… hehehhe…. Bagus jugak.. Boleh jadi peneman mama kalau lain kali ayah malas mau pigi majlis ya sayang!
3. Aimee sudah 2 kali jejakkan kaki ke Kelantan walhal umur belum sampai 3 bulan… Ni minah wanita UMNO ka, wanita PAS ni? Ehehhehe…. No comment!

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